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What You've Given

by Bach Mai

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1.
Do you hear yourself late at night? Do you see the words in your dreams? Trying to understand what's right Take time and find out what you need 'Cause it's not so bad If you don't find this home It's not so bad If this isn't what you want Cause time is no stranger it is no judge and what you've given is enough Maybe it's not your home Maybe it's not what you want Maybe it's not what you need It just is
2.
Whoa 04:19
We're talking We're talking We're talking about what we could be What we could be We're dreaming We're dreaming We're dreaming about what this should be What this should be But this gift won't last forever If we won't let it But with all our hearts together We got our chances Well we are, we are stronger If we just let it in Our hearts to the hunger The dreams that will bury it We might just stand a chance If we leave all this baggage behind and climb up towards the mountaintop and see what's in front of us We are Still not sure About where we want We can't be too sure about where we belong But this gift won't last forever If we won't let it But with all our hearts together We got our chances Well we are, we are stronger If we just let it in Our hearts to the hunger The dreams that will bury it We might just stand a chance If we leave all this baggage behind and climb up towards the mountaintop and see what's in front of us (Whoa) Well we are, we are stronger If we just let it in Our hearts to the hunger The dreams that will bury it We might just stand a chance If we leave all this baggage behind and climb up towards the mountaintop and see what's in front of us
3.
Burn Me Down 04:05
Tell me what you want Tell me what you want right now Tell me what me what I gotta Tell me what me what I gotta do to get you here somehow Tell me what I have to Tell me what I have to say Tell me how to get you back one day ‘Cause if this ain’t all you talked about And if this ain’t all you want And if I’m just another stepping stone To step on now Oh come on Baby burn me down Your the only one who knows how Baby turn me out I know you’re not that sure ‘Cause it hurts Tell me what I need to Tell me what I need to do Just to get a little closer to you ‘Cause if this ain’t all you talked about And if this ain’t all you want And if I’m just another stepping stone To step on now Oh come on Baby burn me down Your the only one who knows how Baby turn me out I know you’re not that sure ‘Cause it hurts ‘Cause I I can’t make it out myself I need somebody else to get me through Like you You’re the only one I know that could save me. Oh come on Baby burn me down Your the only one who knows how Baby turn me out I know you’re not that sure ‘Cause it hurts
4.
Mediocre Me 03:13
Well I keep calling And all I’m hearing is the voice on your machine but That message ain’t right It says you want nothing to do with me but What’s the worst that could happen? If you jump ship into the sea What’s the worst that could happen? If you chose mediocre me I know better Than to chase a lazy heart It don’t need no more tears I can’t help the way this feels to me What’s the worst that could happen? If you jump ship into the sea What’s the worst that could happen? If you chose mediocre me Well I can’t help All the things that people say And I can’t help If you prefer life that way ‘Cause this ain’t no motorcycle No, I never had training wheels Love is a vicious cycle It’s more about how you choose to deal I can’t help but to lose myself Every time i think theres a glimmer of a chance And I can’t help but to see the light Blind myself and fall right on my ass But if you had a moment just to spare for me Give a dog a bone and Let’s do a jig and dance until These dogs are calling for home Home HOME Well I can’t help All the things that people say And I can’t help If you prefer life that way ‘Cause this ain’t no motorcycle No, I never had training wheels Love is a vicious cycle It’s more about how you choose to deal
5.
There’s something about this house That keeps me in my place Something about these mellowed scars That keep me from showing face And there is something about you that makes me go insane Something about your look that causes pain Now if you are not feeding me some bullshit Than I am not alone And you have no idea what that means to me That means I am free to be the asshole that I’m meant to be cause. You are too. You’re a dick and I am too With you and me there’s not much to say We’re just two fish swimming along pretending to be okay And as fallacious as that may be We’ll keep smiling until we are happy, happy But until then we are screwed Cause this ain’t real and we are doomed So! Into the fire into the streets Into the back row of our dreams Into the lake Into the creek Into wherever there aren’t feelings Cause we aren’t real We aren’t together We’re starting to feel So count me out Count em broken I am leaving I’m done choking There’s nothing healthy about lying There’s nothing healthy about my heart There’s nothing healthy with dismissing feelings but acknowledging is just a start But I’m an asshole But thank god you are too Yeah you’re a dick and I am too.
6.
The sky falls I duck The earth quakes I jump The phone rings I call The light breaks And the engine stalls The clock rings I sleep She walks in I leave The world spins I stop My heart swells I pop And then the rain falls down without missing a beat And then the sun comes up and I melt in the heat I don’t know what this body wants I can’t tell what it eats I’m just a restless mind in an alien body Trying to hide emotions while forcing feelings I know this could be even better if I Try to avoid the first thing that comes to mind And if I could allow myself more room to fall I could mend these wounds and accept my faults And then the rain falls down without missing a beat And then the sun comes up and I melt in the heat I don’t know what this body wants I can’t tell what it eats I’m just a restless mind in an alien body Trying to hide emotions while forcing feelings Is this the last chance? To find out what I need? Maybe a sad romance Or something new to read. I fight back I fall I get up Stand tall You notice My faults
7.
I’m telling you It’s the not the same As your sick, sad story of a lover And how he lost his way And I’m telling you You’re not to blame For how he wrought your heart And I’m the same Well you push and pull And reel me out And suffocate with shameless doubt And you wreck this heart But shelter yours from the storm that never subsides Well it grows weaker inside I’m obsessed with my mistakes And I know the pain is what I make of it But I can’t help but to just dwell on this past Because you scorched into my mind that this will never last But if I can fight it I’d be sure to let you down Well you’ve doomed us Any chance we ever had Was subject to your scrutinizing eyeglass Yeah, you’ve doomed us With your insecure lens It bored a hole into my mind forcing out regret Well you push and pull And reel me out And suffocate with shameless doubt And you wreck this heart But shelter yours from the storm that never subsides Well it grows weaker inside I’m obsessed with my mistakes And I know the pain is what I make of it But I can’t help but to just dwell on this past Because you scorched into my mind that this will never last But if I can fight it I’d be sure to let you down You down You down You down
8.
December 04:06
This is December Another month up in flames Now you’ll know my name Newly discouraged Another tear lost to time And finally one that’s mine Self destruction suits me But what else? If not the broken parts There are too many pieces To a healthy start And still December A tender vessel for this flame And kindling for my shame Never the doubter I can feel the weight of words I’ve only wielded worse Self destruction suits me A chance to mend these broken parts I can seal back up her gifts, these fears, my love and all the endless gears that light the dark.
9.
First Breath 05:56
It's a first breath A long draw Everything I've known Everything believed Everything I'm taught Everything I read They're the first words A long pause Everything that's wrong Everything I mean Everything I sought Everything I plea But these are words They scream They bleed And they allow me to speak And right now they need your name For your guidance and for me to learn shame And I hope that this is worth all your time Cause I am more than proficient in Disappointment and regret And I can't help but to understand All things that I could have been It's the first step A long fight Everything you wish Everything you want Everything resists Everything that's not It's the first chance A new plot Everything has changed Everything anew Everything that's old Everything that's blue And it's your heart It screams It bleeds And it allows me to speak And right now it needs her name And for you to carry home this flame And I see the new you Cause I am more than proficient in Disappointment and regret And I can't help but to understand All things that I could have been Bridge But this means more than anything I've asked before I can't pretend this happiness anymore
10.
Better 03:51
Read the smile between these lips Hear the song behind my eyelids The frequencies along these ears They're whispers of something different Well how am I supposed to answer "Hey I'm feeling like sh--" But time disables, This cancer is tying together my limbs Cause I can look you in the eye Turn the light on your world While mine shades over Getting colder and thicker than mold But I'm better I'm happy now I promise it's different, I know it's fractured collar bones, numbed fingers, spilled acid, and burned my home But they say that time heals all wounds And time knows better than to feed these moods It gives shelter made of twine But these walls grow thinner in my life But I'm better I'm happy now I've seen love shake fear straight to the bone Strike malice and heartache down But I'm better I'm happy now I haven't thought of suicide for more than a week I hope that this can mean something

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released January 29, 2021

Vocals - Bach Mai,
Rhythm Guitar - Bach Mai
Lead Guitar - Molly Gaughan
Bass - Matthew Capoun
Drums - Joshua von Kampen
Trumpet - Kafele Williams
Trombone - Luke Annis
Keyboard - Evelyn Lindgren
Violin - Tyler Roberts
Recording Engineer - Keith Rodger (Make Believe Studios)
Mixing Engineer - Rick Carson (Make Believe Studios)
Mastering Engineer - Rick Carson (Make Believe Studios)

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Bach Mai Omaha, Nebraska

The indie pop punk band leans on lyrical content, pop punk tropes, and percussive nuance to garner the attention of their listeners. Bach Mai attempts to unravel the emotional tumult of growing up through verse and song. Mistakes, broken hearts, love, and hope are strewn across the band's music, highlighting a particular vulnerability in their performance. ... more

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